1st & 2nd Letter from Wayne Bent
Your
Name: Michael Travesser
Your Email: wcbent@
Subject: Posts
Message: Hello Prudence,
I just read from your blog here and it seems very
interesting to me how you view things about me. I
once visited a hospital for the insane and they
viewed life in much the same way as you do now. Are
you okay? Or do you feel like you are losing it? I
sure hope that you are not going over the edge.
Over the many years I have known you, you did not
seem to be so mentally distracted, but I may have
been wrong about that. Were you like this before,
but I just didn't recognize it in you, or have you
gone through a change? When you left your husband
and went with that man in Wyoming did it unbalance
you? Have you had difficulty knowing that your new
baby is not with his natural father? Little
Prudence, did this move on your part push you over
the edge?
Some of the things you mention about me here are
actually funny. Some of the people you talk about
actually told me that they read what you said about
them and they began laughing like it was so funny.
You are definitely in a world of your imagination
not seeing things as they actually were, and while
it is a very dangerous place to live, when one gets
to this place in life there is almost nothing that
can save him from himself.
Well, I will check in once and awhile since the
things you write tend to "make my day." I can't
help it but you are very funny, even though there
is a tragic side to it. I feel very sorry for you
personally, since I know you must be hurting very
badly. Sometimes I wonder if you are really just
making a joke.
Little Prudence, do you remember the "midst of the
week?" Do you remember how sweet it was when you
washed my feet and kissed me. I think that was one
of the sweetest times in my life since it was so
spontaneous and unplanned. Remember the candles you
lit? We still have that candle stick in the church
that you gave us and it still has the original
candles on it that you lit. I remember you whenever
I see those candles, and the little separate eighth
one also. I remember what you said on that sweet
tearful day. Little Prudence, was that all made up?
Did you make it all up? I sure didn't think so. I
saw that it was God moving on you for love of His
Son. What happened little Prudence?
I noticed that you posted two of my letters. I
thought that if anything was ever posted on your
site, those letters would be good to post, and you
did it. I know one person who read what you have
posted, contacted me and said that your information
about me really helped him. He is finding a
relationship with God now that he had not even
imagined before. He had never read the information
until you had posted it. I saw in that how blessed
it was to have you post things that I will not be
posting until later. Thank you old friend, I do
appreciate your efforts but still I feel a sorrow
for you because I don't think you actually intended
to help me.
I hope your family is doing well. Our family here
is much blessed.
Michael
Dear
Wayne,
I am glad you enjoyed my Website. When I need a
good laugh I go there and read a little bit too! I
am glad you thought what I said about you was "very
funny" it was meant to be, and I am glad it made
your day! As I have read your letter to me, and I
have read some of your other writings that you have
written within the last year... Your words to me of
"Are you okay? Or do you feel like you are losing
it?" Your comments to me about being unbalanced
seem funny, because it seems like what you see in
me is who you are. But that is not surprising. You
have always said that what you see in others is who
you are. Sometimes when a man has too many women it
drives him to insanity. Did these actions on your
part push you over the edge? Or did picking out
dates and not having things come to pass make you
feel like you were going crazy, or were your
explanations of what "happened" on those dates make
you feel better. You are definitely in a world of
your own imagination not seeing things as they
actually are. It is a very sad thing. You say that
I didn't intend to help you, but you are wrong. I
meant to help you!
I thought that those letters were a good thing to
post on my website. #1 the things you said about me
were not true. The other funny thing is you
addressed it to me, but I didn't get that letter
until it was forwarded to me by a friend several
months after you wrote it, and sent it out. I have
had the same email for years, so I know that it
wasn't that you didn't have my email. I am not sure
why you wouldn't send it to me, but then again...
maybe you forgot.
A friend of mine was told by one of your followers
RECENTLY that they needed to repent for what
Prudence was doing or something bad was going to
happen to them when something bad happens to
Prudence. I am not sure why your followers would be
praying that harm come my way?? I am sure glad God
is bigger than that!
About someone being blessed by my site... It was
intended to bless. It was intended to "make your
day" It was intended to give a few laughs. It was
intended to let people know that there is a lot
more to life than hanging around your trailer
waiting to see you translate, waiting for a
meeting, stressing out, "having a hard time," being
depressed... etc... I remember watching you several
years ago wandering around in the field outside my
trailer looking for the perfect piece of dirt to
translate from. That was about 4 years ago.
I know that anyone coming across my site has to
type in "prudence welch" it does not come up with
travesser or michael travesser. So anyone reading
it has to be given the url. They aren't stumbling
across it. So I am glad they have a closer walk
with God now.
All is well here with my family! We are all happy,
healthy and blessed! I am glad to hear that you all
are happy and healthy!
Prudence
Your Name: Wayne Bent
Your Email: wcbent@
Subject: Letter
Message: Dear Prudence,
Your little quote under your picture says it all:
"all churches were set up to terrify and enslave
mankind, and monopolize power and profit" Thomas
Paine
In this, I see your heart. Thomas Paine was at the
heart of every great revolution of his time. He
overthrew the established order. He was a lifeless
skeptic.
Little Prudence, fear not for the dire warnings of
"a follower" of mine. The damage is already done.
In a spiritual sense the judgment has already come.
You died. I cannot even verbalize how truly
sorrowful this makes me. No, no earthly calamity is
wished upon you. The greatest calamity that can be
imagined has already occurred. I have seen this
happen with others and I am always left silenced,
for the shock of it to my heart is fully felt by
me. Good-bye old friend.
3rd Letter W/Comments from Prudence
(I wrote the letter to Jeff 4 months ago, and it
has been on my site for all to read.... but Wayne
is finally getting some spare time to read it. So
here is his response. His words are in
blue
and Prudence's are in
green
and
red)
I
read your letter to Jeff, my son, and I must say
that some of your information is incorrect, and you
are assuming much that is simply untrue. You
profess to have heard from someone here that I had
sex with five women. I haven't. You are either
lying, or making up the story that you heard that
it was someone here, for I have stated to everyone
here exactly what has occurred, and in great
detail. I have had NO secrets here. If someone from
here reported what you say, they were lying or had
fallen asleep and dreamed it. I have openly
published everything that has happened here, and
that is why you have what you have to publish. I
have been open and not underhanded. Everyone here
knows that.
Wayne,
You are the Father of ALL lies. You are also full
of secrets. since you have been so open and honest,
I guess there is nothing to hide or be offended
about is there? Lets count the women. #1. Jeff's
mother #2. Your second wife #3. Jody #4. Debbie #5.
Wendy. I don't think anyone is lying about
this.
But Prudence, you have been underhanded. You have
published information publicly that the girls had
not given you to publish. They did not give you
permission. You never even asked them. Certainly,
the information was not secret, (of course not) but
you have abused their trust and confidence by how
you used it. You did something to them that even
VICE magazine would not do. Now that says something
about your character that is incontrovertible. You
did it all underhandedly and not openly.
Lets
talk about secrets for a moment. You were down
right angry with my sister for sending me the email
where you talked about the consummation of
judgement being literal and physical not
"spiritually speaking" .... WHY? was there
something to hide? It wasn't time for that tidbit
to get out yet? I knew immediately what you wanted
to hear from everyone. I knew because I have read
your posts for years, it wasn't a hard thing to
get. I was surprised that there weren't more people
that "got it." You have kept people in such a state
of confusion that they never know which time it's
going to be physical, spiritual or both. Talk about
abusing trust. I just got done reading the youngest
virgin's testimony.
What about you saying that one of the Virgin's
parents trusted you, so she could lay nude with
you? You didn't have their permission. You also
knew that.
You basically said it was OK to go against her
parents, by example. Even if you would have had
their permission, that doesn't make it
right.
According to the parents, they trusted you to NOT
lay nude with her.
Lets talk about VICE: They wouldn't have done what
you have done. They think that what you are doing
is wrong... That is pretty bad when a magazine like
vice thinks what you are doing is wrong! Anyone who
is outside your group would say that what you have
done is not right. Wayne, you don't have to break a
current law to do something that isn't
right.
But Prudence, you profess your own righteousness by
claiming to know so much, but you have never, ever,
asked me. It is the same for Julie. She reports her
visions of offense, but has NEVER asked me about
anything. You have my email address, but you
profess to hear this, and report that, all mixed up
with your little cartoon characters. You burn in
your offenses and plague yourself with your
imagination about me.
Wayne,
why should I ask you about something that you have
written in "great detail" about? You have twisted
anything I ever did or said. You always slammed me
in a post before you ever talked to me in person.
You have ALWAYS made yourself to be the "GOOD GUY
or SAVIOUR." You know so much about me, and it is
all hear say. The information you have about me
isn't from me. You think I am offended, but really
I am not. I think that EVERYONE should know what
you are really doing. Why? Because you claim to be
so open and honest. I know because my sister was in
the meetings when everyone was being sworn to
secrecy. If it is so openly public, post it on the
front page of your website
When the fathers of the children brought them back
to the land, they both reported to me that they did
not believe the hype you continually bring out of
your offenses. God simply told the fathers that you
were publishing falsehoods, and they are not
deceived by them. Your offense is obvious, but
neither of the fathers were offended in me. You
have your little group of women that seem to have
nothing else to do than to make things up out of
your personal offenses and then report them in your
gossip time. I would say that you all need a
husband who can give you some stability. You don't
have one now. Of course, if you had one you would
still trust your own mind. It wouldn't help, would
it?
Lets talk about the fathers. One I have not talked
to in many years. The other one I do talk to now
and then. He is not in agreement with what you are
doing. He got tired of his daughter's constant
disrespect towards him and her mother. She wouldn't
do anything they asked her to do. One of the things
you enjoy doing the most is nitpicking, and
slamming. Just like you are doing to me in this
letter. I really don't care what you say about me.
You are trying to discredit what I am saying by
making me look bad. I don't care if I look bad. You
are exposed!
Well old friend, people that know you well, even
some of your own family, think you are a little far
gone, just as you think I am. There really are no
secrets are there? Everyone knows. Tell me
Prudence, is God in your heart? Do you have His
peace and love. Are you secure in His arms? No, you
are not. Yet, I know many here who know His secure
love. The God I know has given me much sweet peace
and the knowledge that He has led in every event
here. He is with me continually, and with others
here also. I would have loved to see you receive
this assurance, but you were very much opposed to
any kind of peace. And, old friend, taking pictures
and movies of your family and baby all smiling
doesn't cut it. Remember, you did that here also,
right in the middle of your torments. You are not
exactly real about things. "Oh, we have a nice
happy family now," you say. But it is not so.
Well old friend, lets drag my family members into
it! Are you talking about my parents? They would
think I am "far" gone because they believe
EVERYTHING you say. My parents are the ones who
disowned me because I had the "nerve" to stand up
to you. No one else has been that brave. They just
cower down under your manipulations and say
whatever you want them to say or believe. All your
followers are the most insecure group I have ever
seen. The only time they are secure is when you pat
them on the back, right before you attack. I will
agree with you, all the pictures and movies I took
while I was there were not the true picture of what
really goes on in your group. All your smiling
faces of your pretend unity, your flowery words of
how you are now delivered from all your fears....
They don't "cut it"! Everyone can see right through
them. I have had people from your commune-ity write
me and tell me that they are so peaceful now; no
one is in debt..... D.B. is still fighting
depression, B.E. & T.C. still have debt. C.B.
is still wanting to have sex with you, but she
better not mention it. D.K. would jump down her
neck like she did the last time she made her
request known. All your reports of peace and love
sound like you are trying to convince me or the
reader that you are full of peace and love. You are
full of it, but you are not full of peace and love.
You are far from it. You thought that you were
going to keep your little secret till you wanted it
to get out, but it didn't work did it? About me and
God: I must say, that I feel God closer to me now
more than ever. Just because I don't believe you
anymore doesn't mean that God isn't close to me. I
am not going to go on and on and try to convince
you of this, since it would be a waste of my time.
The letters written to your family by me, addressed
to you also, were meant for you too. Your family
was in constant touch with you by their own
statement to me, and I expected them to pass the
letters on to you, which they did, since you had
not given me your email address. But you have my
email address, and you still would rather believe
your fiction than the truth. I would be happy to
tell you the truth AND for you to publish it, for
we have done so ourselves. We want it published so
that the plagues of offense might do their work.
The plagues are very much doing their work in you.
This is quite easy to see. But you seem to have
taken on a fire of your own and increased the heat
of your own burning. You seem to imagine, and then
embellish that which you imagine, without realizing
that you are making it all up in your own head. You
are "hearing voices." Then, when those voices speak
to you, you think their message is true. But you
have never checked with me. You seem to inherently
want to believe your "voices" rather than the truth
of the matter, for the truth would expose your
offenses as baseless. You want your imagination to
be seen as real.
If you wanted me to have the letter you are talking
about you should have emailed it to me. A relative
did not pass it on to me. Someone who is not
related to me sent me the letter SEVERAL months
after you had emailed it. I had not given you my
email address???? That is funny! I have had the
same email for YEARS. You have emailed me MANY
times at my current email address. About me having
your email address? Well, I had deleted your email
address from my address book, ALONG with everyone
else from out at your commune-ity in April 2006.
Even if I would have had it, your email address is
different from what I used to have. So that was a
lie too, wasn't it?
So you want to give me "The Truth" and have me
publish "it"? Are you saying that the eight pages
that I have published are not the truth? I have not
changed ONE word of it! You said you "published it
yourselves" Are you talking about your website? If
you are talking about your website... it is very
shallow on anything you have done physically with
the women. You want your website to look HOLY, and
what you are doing doesn't look too holy. People
might see what you are REALLY doing if you did. And
when you do publish it, I am sure you will try to
word it just right to sound as holy as possible.
But why are you offended? The rumors came back to
me that you were offended because you were "kicked
off the land." If I was the demon you have made me
out to be, then why would being kicked off the land
offend you? One soul told me that your mouth was so
foul when she visited you that she had to leave.
This was a friend of yours. I do not speak of your
opinions being foul, but your expletives. A good
friend of yours told me of your foul mouth cursing
this and that, in your natural discussion. The
spirit of offense truly has come into you, but why?
You were not kicked off the land, but you continued
to profess that you had been. When I spoke to you
about it, I saw that you were in a self deception
much like you are now. You lie in your statements
and do not even know you lie. When someone asks you
directly, you avoid answering them the truth. Then
you come out very self righteous as if someone did
you wrong.
When
I read your posts and your follower's posts on
VICE, I could tell you were angry and very
offended. I had people I don't even know email me
to tell me that they could see you were offended,
they said you wanted to fight. But I didn't come
out and fight like you wanted me to. It just showed
your true colors. Me being offended about being
"Kicked Off The Land?" You are talking about the
meeting that you told the families they had 2 weeks
to get it together or leave. Then we had 30 days to
leave. I am not sure who you are trying to fool. I
am not the only one that got the "kicked off"
message from you.
Later you tried to make it sound like you were
trying to protect us from the government incase
they decided to come in and take the children. Not
sure why they would take the children??? I wasn't
doing anything wrong with them.
Well, I don't need to go on and on... but I could.
Back to the rumor. I want to make this VERY
clear.... A couple of years ago you might have
heard that rumor... but now? I
AM VERY THANKFUL you kicked me off your
land!
So someone is lying here... Not sure who?
EXPLETIVES??? "Very good" friend of mine? hmm... if
it is who I think it is... You should hear the
words she uses. :D They are way worse than the ones
I use. But I wont tell on her. She needs to look
good in front of you, so she doesn't get in
trouble. I also wont tell you what she wears when
she isn't around you either, you wouldn't approve.
Since we are on the subject. I think I will bring
up some words that one of your little angels have
used. The "F" word??? Yes he did! A few months
ago.... He likes to look good in front of you. Less
than a year ago he took a trip. He didn't want any
of "his friends" to know where he was going... WHY?
You might not approve? And he might get "posted" He
also likes to lie to and hide from the government.
But in your mind it is OK to lie and hide from them
since they are the Devil. Avoiding??? What about
the direct questions you were asked on VICE? They
were not from me, I already knew the answers. You
lied about being naked with the girls and about
consummating with Wendy. You like to play the word
game... you always have. One time you said some
things to me. Later you said you only said them
because it was what I wanted to hear... SO you lied
to me.
You deny being this or that person who wrote on
VICE, but actually Prudence you are every one of
those people, including "rational" because you
ganged up with them to prove a lie against us. The
spirit is all the same. Your own Web site reveals
this. You have exposed yourself. The name at the
bottom of the post means very little. It is the
mob, and the mob mentality and spirit, and they are
indistinguishable. You are all in agreement, so it
matters little who wrote what. When you sent the
papers to the VICE site, you were responsible
directly for all of the responses that would come
from that action. And VICE reported just what the
giver of those papers said, and it was your very
own testimony that they reported, from only a point
of view that you would have. For myself, I cannot
imagine anyone else with that testimony that they
published. They named the giver of the papers
"Jezebel." As you may recall, Jezebel was the queen
of offense at the prophet of God. Fits, does it
not? I think the VICE site is more intuitive than
you think.
Wayne, you are the most cunning person I have ever
met. You are so sly and smooth, but your spirit was
revealed on VICE by your own words. Yes, you have
exposed yourself, and you don't even know it or
want to know it. You just get more fuel for your
fire. Keep accusing me. That is fine with me. It
just makes you look worse and worse.
Well, let me ask you directly and face to face, DID
YOU SEND THE GIRL'S TESTIMONY, THE VISION PAGES, TO
VICE????? If you did, then all of your self defense
is smoke and mirrors, for your spirit is hanging
out like a fire in the stubble. I spoke with one
who told me that they gave you some of the pages,
and that you may have stolen some of the others off
of their computer while they were gone from home.
You may deny this, and I would believe you, but you
have published pages that evidently were not given
you by them. Did you send them to VICE? Can you
just answer honestly yes or no? Prudence, you are
not open and honest as you profess to be, but very
secretive, hidden, and confused. If you were open,
you would have written to me and asked me honestly
what has occurred here, and I would have told you.
I have told everyone who has asked me directly what
has happened here. But those with the biggest
imaginations seem to never, ever, want to talk to
me about what they are imagining. They like what
they are imagining better than what has actually
happened, and you are one of these people. If you
actually knew what happened, you would stand
condemned and you don't want that, do you? They are
suffering the plagues that they have brought down
upon themselves along with you.
Wayne, I have NEVER stolen anything off of anyone's
computer. EVER. I have on my site some pages that
were sent to me willingly. YOUR words.... Why would
I have to ask you about something you wrote in
detail about? I didn't make up anything that you
have written. You laid naked with some girls...
some of them under 15 at the time. But you don't
care about that anyway, do you? You like to make
what you do sound more righteous than anyone
else.
You were greatly loved while you were with us, old
friend. But you seem to be more comforted to curse
us. When you were here I can remember the time I
tried to comfort you because you hated your husband
and you were wanting to leave him right then while
in your insane rage. He happened to be helping more
people with their necessities than was agreeable to
you. You were as mad as a hornet. I visited with
you, and you were willing to back down and go back
home and mind your own business for a bit, but it
has not been easy for you to do that. You must mind
everyone else's business too, and if their business
does not agree with you, out come your offenses.
That was your greatest slam to call someone "old
friend" As far as your story goes... you are just
mixing up some stories, adding some fiction and
exaggerating a little bit. This story of yours
isn't true. BUT you are "ALWAYS RIGHT" so I will
not try to untangle them. Your memory is not very
good anyway. I wouldn't want to embarras you
anymore than you already are. I Backed down?? What
a lie. You NEVER talked me into anything EVER. You
want to look like a peace maker, but you are not
very good at making peace. If anyone does something
that you don't like, you post about them and that
keeps them in line. You keep posting till they get
it, and if they don't get it, then you go to them
in person. You keep hounding them till they get it
or leave (sounds kinda backwards to what you say we
are supposed to do.)
You were offended one time because I had commented
about your meanness. You told me this yourself. Do
you remember? This meanness is not something I made
up. I was trying to help you to not be mean any
more, but instead you got meaner and even added a
little spice to your meanness by using many
expletives along with your meanness. While here you
were helped in every way that was possible for us.
You were offended with me for not visiting you more
often. Honestly, Prudence, visiting with you was
sometimes painful, because of the negative force
that was with you.
You try to act so righteous, like you were trying
to "help" me. You were the source of all my
difficulties. You kept me on a dramatic and
emotional roller coaster. I am MEAN? Well, you were
my example. I guess you could say that you and I
had a dysfunctional relationship, and I divorced
you and moved away. You remember so much?? I have
asked you about certain things through the years...
Things that you did say. BUT you said you NEVER
said them. One time I was upset because a young man
had exposed his private parts to my children. You
said that it was my fault, and I didn't have any
business telling anyone about it. The mother was
upset because I had told someone. So you beat me up
in one of your posts. You said my children were
safer there than public school. You also said the
boy would not do it again. A few months later he
was doing it to someone else's children in the same
neighborhood. I told you that people that do those
things should go to prison. There was a man in Your
church at one time that had molested a few girls -
one of the girls was one of your Virgins. You said
you took care of it.... AND you also said that you
told me to not let my kids be around him... WHICH
IS A LIE. I didn't know anything about it for 2
years. IT was a SECRET why he couldn't come on the
"land" About your visits: Hindsight is 20/20.
Looking back on it, I am glad you didn't visit me
anymore than you did. I might not have ever left. I
might still be on your emotional roller coaster.
The majority of the times you came to visit me were
to tell me what I was doing wrong. When you were at
the door, my immediate thoughts were... what have I
done now. SO it sounds like it was not a pleasant
experience for either of us.
Even when we were trying to make peace between you
and your sister, and your children and hers, we
were doing so to try and give you a taste of
heaven, so that you might get off yourself a bit
and learn to love a little. This was impossible for
you to do, and your hatred of us is only now
public, where it was largely kept inside before.
I
have never had a problem with my sister's kids or
my sister for that matter. "WE"??? who is we? I
don't recall you or anyone else trying to make
peace about anything. I just spoke to my sister
about this, and sorry, you never tried to help us.
We have always gotten along.
If there were any difficulties at all, they came
from your posts and what we and our children should
be doing in your own eyes. You tried to keep
everyone in an uproar with your posts.
One day you would say you can't do this or that,
the next day you would say you never said that, or
that wasn't what you meant. You are talking about
HATE??
Well, publishing your words without changing them
is NOT HATE.... To me it is called
information.
I just received several emails thanking me for the
information.... They said that they were thankful
that it was not a "hate site". They could sort
through all the information, and read what you were
doing.
All anyone wanted to do for you was bless you, but
now you curse those whom God has blessed. You
attack those whom God has protected. You charge
with crimes, those whom God has vindicated. You
implicated yourself, even as you stood by at a
distance when I was stoned with false accusations,
when the children were kidnapped. When the mob came
for the children, you implicated yourself even
though you stayed out of sight and in the shade,
back at the house. Now the children have all been
returned by their natural fathers. If what you say
about me were actually true, I doubt that the
fathers would have returned their children here.
Not much has changed for me. I am still being
blessed like I have always been blessed. The
children Kidnapped by their own parents??? I Don't
think so. What happened is they harassed their
parents until the parents returned them to you. You
gave the children explicit instructions on how to
get their parents to do what they wanted. They
stopped eating and drinking, just like you told
them to, until Mommy and Daddy gave them what they
wanted. They purposely made life absolute hell for
their parents while they were there. So much for
"honoring your parents". No Wayne, the parents
weren't in agreement with what you were doing. They
just gave up the fight.
Yes, you have stoned me as the Jews stoned Steven,
but I am not affected by the rocks that you
continually hurl in my direction. You want so much
to have your offenses be true. You seem to love the
fire you have kindled in yourself. Your imaginary
world is taking you over, and the actual truth
cannot find a place in you. That is true also for
Julie. You and Julie are now "best friends,"
because you have received the same spirits.
Actually, the people here are like children who are
in a happy and holy estate. Their utter joy just
seems to inflame you all the more. Does our peace
offend you? Does our unity make you rage all the
more?
WOW more imagination! I haven't heard that they
were happy or unhappy. I hope that they are happy,
but even if they aren't, they will pretend to be. I
can tell you one thing. No matter what you say J.S.
said about me, I will like him anyway. You are just
trying to divide up the ones who have left you and
your cunning devised fables, and turn us against
each other. You will twist his words to match your
meanings. You have a way of getting people to say
the things you want them to say, even if they don't
want to. Now is a good time to share a little story
with you. I am sure you will remember it. Less than
a year ago my sister changed her phone number. You
hounded my sister till she gave you her phone
number, you will hound people in posts, emails,
phone calls or in person till you get them to tell
you what you want to know. There were people
calling neighbors trying to find out what her
number was. What is the big deal? You didn't need
her phone number! The big deal was it was being
kept from you, and you couldn't stand it.
She NEVER wanted to give it to you.
You and Julie both, remind me of children who are
afraid of the dark. They believe a monster is in
the closet or under the bed and they cannot be
convinced that they are only imagining them until
the light is turned on. You and Julie not only
imagine monsters under the bed, but you refuse to
let the light be turned on, so you stay in your
imagination the entire night, tormented by the
boogeymen you think are all around you in the dark.
Ellen White states that the most wicked burn the
longest in hell fire. I can sure see why. They want
to. But the good part is that the fire eventually
burns them up. It will not burn forever. The wicked
do not have to suffer in their offenses forever.
This gives me hope for you, since I truly feel very
sorry for you. I think you have slipped a cog
somewhere and I hate to see you so much in
confusion. Knowing that it will end someday is an
encouragement to me for your sake, and for Julie's
sake. I wrote a letter to her recently but she has
not answered me either. I wish you the best you can
have, but with your current mind set I cannot see
that much actual good will come to you. I can
imagine that your own family must receive from you
on occasion what I have received from you. When one
hates anyone, the truth is, one hates everyone, not
just Messiah, or God. One even hates himself when
he hates others. It is the law.
I am not afraid of you (the dark) anymore. I
couldn't say that a year ago. You are the monster,
and I am not afraid! If I was, I would cower down
under your manipulating words and do whatever you
wanted me to do and say. But NOW, there is no way!
You have no control over me. I am not hiding under
the bed. I am doing this in the open for all to
read. Talk about fire?? You just speak of yourself.
I do not hate you, and I have NEVER lied to you or
about anything you have done. I may not have used
the "right" word, but I have not lied. You have
definitely slipped a clog. I feel sorry for you.
You are getting old and your mind is not working
like it used to.
But Prudence, I think I have a very reasonable
question for you, even from your own point of view.
Think it over. Let us suppose that every single one
of your imaginary assertions were absolutely true.
Let us even make this more interesting. Let us
suppose that I had sex with a hundred women, and
had five thousand virgins in bed with me. Okay, let
us imagine that to be true. So what? Where is the
crime? You are an adulteress, and you bear false
witness against your neighbor (namely me) and you
break the Sabbath continually, so it is not the Ten
Commandments that you keep. You do not even keep or
regard the Old Testament law of Moses. It is true
that you quote that law against me, but you don't
keep it yourself, for the same law that you use
against me says, that it is an abomination to go
back to your husband when you have abandoned him
for another man. So, if the law is not what makes
me wrong, since you don't keep it yourself, what
makes any of my actions wrong? What are you using
as an authority for my crimes? If there is no law,
or the law is done away with, then on what basis
could I be charged with a crime or a religious
infraction? Is it your own law? Are you God now,
and you have made up your own particular list of
evils which you charge only on me, but not on
yourself? Just asking.
Your
accusations to me must make you feel a little more
holy... which is fine with me. I am not claiming to
be righteous or perfect. I am not claiming to be
God. I haven't even said I wasn't hiding. If you
read my letter to Jeff closely you would have read
that I really don't care if you do have sex with
his wife. BUT, you say that you didn't, you lie.
You play the word game. You said that you didn't
lay naked with the girls, but you did. REALLY, I
have only posted your own words, and by them you
condemn yourself. You pick and choose which
commandments you want to keep. You are free to do
that, but you claim to keep them all.
Everyone here is happy and satisfied. No one wants
to leave, even the children. They all told me that
today. There has been no adultery (lie), and not
one child has been molested in this land. We live
with everything in common. We share everything we
have, with anyone who has not. Everyone is
respected and regarded as a child of God. We are
not offended in what Father has given us. We sing,
laugh, pray and sometimes cry together. The family
is one and the same. No one here has charged me
with a crime, and when you were here, you did not
charge me either. So on what basis am I a criminal
now? Nothing has happened differently than when you
were here taking your pictures and making your
movies. God is not the basis of your legalities,
since you do not even know Him or believe in Him.
The Old Testament law could not be, since you don't
keep it yourself. I have broken no state laws, so
that could not be it. I have broken no federal
laws, so that is not it. On what do you base your
supposed charges of evil? I would guess it is only
on the basis of your offended feelings. Too bad old
friend, that is not enough to charge a soul with a
crime. Your anger only indicts yourself.
Sincerely, Wayne
You
only know and believe yourself, and have trained
everyone else to do the same thing. Even if they
did want to leave they wouldn't say anything. They
just tell you what you want to hear. I remember
awhile ago some of the "girls" wanted to go to
Costa Rica. You told them that if they went they
could never come back to the "land" again. That is
a form of control. You didn't want them to go, so
that was how you got them to stay. So you gave them
a choice, but you make it sound like you will
reject them if they go. Since EVERYONE wants your
approval... It doesn't take much to figure it out!
You have always been on the edge of keeping the
law. You seem to see how much you can get by with
without getting in trouble. You continue to do the
same now. You are so offended, by my website, and
its content. I have not charged you with a crime. I
was responding to a letter Jeff wrote to me on
VICE. I would never have started up a website if
you guys wouldn't have made such a bid deal. You
were denying many things there that you have
done.
BTW: If you read the comments from your "children"
they were getting out of hand on VICE. I am
surprised you didn't rebuke them for it. I
personally don't care what they say, but they were
a bit blabby for your liking I am sure.
You
also mentioned that you are all happy and satisfied
and that everyone shares with everyone. Well, I
think now is a good time to mention a few other
things. You have supplied the needs of your
Followers so well!
Did you know that some of your "children" were seen
dumpster diving?
They were seen a couple of weeks ago eating grapes
out of the dumpster. I am not sure if they washed
them or not. I don't think there is a place to do
that beside the dumpster. I am
talking about people that live on your land and
that you supply food for.
They were dumpster diving!
WHY?
Are you not giving them all they need or want? They
have to get their extra special things out of the
dumpster? This wouldn't be that big of a deal, but
I remember you used to give some of your "children"
a hard time for dumpster diving when they were
suppling their own food. NOW your "CHILDREN" that
you supply food for are eating out of the dumpster.
When they were first seen it looked like a bum was
sitting there enjoying a snack. Second look there
was BE, DB, and JT loading up their find. God's
Children do not eat out of the dumpster
~ REMEMBER!
Now you can make a rule NO MORE DUMPSTER DIVING!
Why?? Then your children wont get everything they
need???
When was the last time that you bought just a
regular follower a New Computer? Someone who
doesn't live over ons YOUR HILL. I remember a
couple of years ago AMI got a new computer .... and
she didn't really need one. BUT you give her
everything she wants. Even $100.00 shirts :D For
those who don't know about that. I had a shirt that
Ami REALLY liked. She wanted to borrow my $100.00
shirt. I told her that any of my clothes are for
sale for $100.00 I loaned it to her, then she
bought it a couple of days later. I was thankful
for the $100.00! But I know that I would have been
just fine without it.
Sincerely, Wayne
One more thing, you have mentioned in some recent
communications about Julie and I asking God about
you in the beginning. Well I wanted to comment on
that. I have received a letter from one of your
members, and this a a quote,
"Father’s and Michael’s voices are ONE and the
same."
So really whatever you say is what God says
according to that statement. And really you don't
care too much about what God says anyway. You are
just following your father, but it is not the
Father in Heaven. It is the same father that David
Koresh, Heaven's Gate, Jim Jones and many of the
other deceivers have followed. The only difference
is you enjoy the attention you are getting too much
to commit suicide. Your whole life is made up of
emotions and drama. You have been tugging at
peoples emotions for years. According to one of
your virgin's testimonies she felt like comiting
suicide. But that is where you like to have people.
You want them to feel their "need" I have been
there before. You like to keep people on an
emotional roller coaster. It gives you pleasure!
You like to sit back and "eat cake" You sure
hammered me for saying that years ago, but it is
true. I am sure people are still doing camp outs
outside your trailer not wanting to miss a meeting
or some other event, since they can't tell which
voice is whose, and it is easier to just sit and
watch your front door.
I wonder how many of your followers know about the
$15,000 that you gave to each minister to survive
on at Castle Dome.
While the rest of us were condemned for working to
supply our needs. While others of us were sitting
there not working with no food in the cupboards. At
least you had food and other luxuries! Talk about
"eating cake"
Remember the "New Houses" The word was: If we
wanted to have a "new house" we had to have $30,000
to you by "Friday" Which was 6 days away. I
remember giving $600.00 for that project. I wanted
a new house! That $600.00 that we gave was EVERY
dime we had. Some people gave you EVERYTHING they
had (trailers, cars, furniture, etc...). You sold
most of it. I remember you coming into the meeting
the next day smiling and acting so innocent. You
didn't know why people started showing up at your
door giving you money and their possessions. You
said "Father" impressed everyone to do that. The
truth was Ami told one of the girls that You really
meant $30,000. The Question for the Day! Where did
the first $100,000 come from that some one donated
for the new houses? You know... The money you
bought houses for YOU, AMI, ANAIAH, JEFF (Wayne's
son) and WENDY (Jeff's wife) Is that a secret too?
Are you REALLY as open and honest as you think you
are?
No you are not!
Remember the time when everyone over on the hill
where we lived decided to go in together and have a
power pole put in. You sure pounded all of us into
the ground for doing that. It was really a
necessity. I know our solar system was not working,
and it would cost a lot of money to get it going
again. It was a lot cheaper to have electricity put
in. There were several power poles going in. You
were getting great enjoyment out of pounding all of
us. We were so evil for doing that! While you were
pounding us, you were secretly checking into
getting electricity put in for you and the ones
closest to you.
What a hypocrite!
(This letter is very typical of Wayne. #1. He is
trying to divide the few of us that have left his
compound for a better life. He will not succeed at
this because we have all decided that it doesn't
matter what he says the other ones are saying, we
are not going to believe him. He tries to get you
to tell him things that he wants to know about. He
is so sure of things. I have "posted" HIS OWN
WRITINGS and they say a lot! But I haven't said
that much. I said that he slept with 5 women... And
that is true. I said he laid nude with the girls
and by their own writings that is true. He slept
with Wendy who was his daughter-in-law and HIS own
members say that it happened. So where is the lie?
I didn't use the right word? Well, it is the spirit
of the law, not the letter of the law... right? So
you have the right spirit in your own eyes, and so
you can do anything you want. And since I don't
have "your spirit", I am evil in your eyes and I
have the "earth view." The thing that I do think is
wrong is when you do something, and then say you
didn't do it because you call it by another name.
That is wrong. It is called playing with minds.
"brain washing" is another term for it. For the
first time in my life I feel sane. Wayne says I am
crazy, but he is the one who has gone off the deep
end. He has taken a Large Group with him. I get
encouraging emails all the time thanking me for my
efforts in making this information public. It has
answered a lot of questions for some readers who
have followed Wayne around on the internet. After
reading all the pages, if someone wants to think
that he is God, then it was meant to be and my
mission was accomplished.)
4th Letter with Prudence's Response
Prudence,
Someone sent me a note saying that you answered my
letter. It is okay Prudence. I know you cannot help
yourself. You are trying so hard to make sense out
of your world, even so much as to distort the
truth, and telling outright lies about me. But this
is okay with me. It does not change a thing. I will
still follow my Father's Voice and you will still
follow your father's voice. We always have followed
our father.
I am still waiting for you to answer, "Whatsoever a
man sow, THAT shall he also reap." Do you
acknowledge receiving what you have sown? If not,
you are very foolish. You are still believing a
lie. But if you do believe that you have received
what you have sown, then what is your complaint
against me? I have received what I have sown.
There is one thing that is telling. Your new web
site design looks like a bloody prison house. I
would say that it is about right. I would have been
very joyful to have seen you escape your prison,
but alas, it was not to be.
Michael
Wayne,
You have not changed. And I am not really writing
to you anyway. I just want people to know what you
are really like, and what you really do. I know you
guys can't help yourselves. My site gets checked
often. I believe in what comes around goes around,
and you have a lot coming. I have reaped plenty,
and God has really blessed me in my life. You
didn't seem to have too much to say this time. In
your silence the answer is given. I changed the
color of my site JUST FOR YOU! I knew you would
like it! You didn't seem to answer any questions,
but you never do anyway.
Prudence
5th Letter with Comments From Prudence
Prudence, you say I have a lot coming. Yes, I know
that I do. Each day is sweeter to me as the
prophecy is fulfilled. Each day God's love strikes
me as so much purer and sweeter. I don't even think
anymore, whether I deserve this or not. All I know
is that it is happening. Nothing can happen to me
that would take my peace away.
I don't answer your questions? No, I know that,
because you don't believe what I say. The stories
you have made up about me are set in stone and your
spirit would never want you to know the love I had
for you. Everything is interpreted to you through
the eyes of a liar, my great enemy. No matter what
I say, you will not believe me, even if the facts
are right before you. One little bit, is when you
said that I pestered your sister for her phone
number. Oh, Prudence, that is so silly. I NEVER did
that. Your stories about me are funny because they
are so ridiculously concocted. It is like a
comedy.
Lets
talk about the phone number. It bothered you so
much you had to write about it! To read that email
go HERE.
"My stories" are funny, and they are true.
In YOUR own mind you may have a different "story"
because you like ALL the things you do to look
holy. But what I have mentioned in my letter came
from people that were directly involved in each
circumstance.
But
I would have been happy to tell you every single
detail of my life. But everything you hear, you
twist into an evil vision. You make my motives as
far away from me as one can get them. What if I
said that you molested your little boy and posted a
note he had written, on the Internet where your
little boy said that he loved you. What if I posted
that your little boy was in love with you and
planned sex with you. What if you said, "Oh, Wayne
that is a bold face lie." Then what if I said, "No
it's not, I know you are a molester." Then what if
I got some of my friends together to all chorus
that you are a pervert and planned all kinds of
perversion and I made a Web site to voice all of
their offenses at you. Suppose that every time you
explained anything, it was twisted to look like
what I was saying about you. Would you continue
answering me? No, you would not bother either, just
as I do not bother.
First of all I would be happy for you to post any
note that said I love you on it from my son. For
you to say that I molested him by reading that note
would be absurd. The "love notes" that you are
referring to that I have posted about you are a
little more than love notes. So does some one have
to lay nude with you for you to think that they
love you? Is that saying "I love you"? NO IT IS
NOT! All they could talk about was how much they
wanted to have sex with you. I did not add ANYTHING
to your "love notes" what they say is what was
written by them and published by you. My son saying
I love you and you laying nude with young virgin
girls and virgin women are not a very good
comparison. You also had sex with your
daughter-in-law. I am not playing the word game
here. (the word daughter-in-law might mean that she
got a divorce so that she could have sex with
Wayne. The word sex .....Consummated would be the
word that Wayne would use.)
I
really feel very sorry for you and Julie. I
understand how men make up their world and they
cannot help it. You blame me for things that are
your own fault, such as the house circumstances. I
clearly told the congregation, "Do not give me
anything unless God tells you to." I really thought
people were doing this, but as in your case and
Julie's case, you were not doing it. But I believed
that you were. I trusted you. Why didn't you tell
me you were just following a man. I did not know
it. I truly did not know that you did not know God,
or care for Him in your heart. You had to prove
that to me by your Web site. It was then that I
knew for sure how desolate you actually were.
Just
because you kept our minds in confusion by your
constant unstable behavior doesn't mean I don't
know God. I see it like this: God has given me
another chance to know him. If you were truly "god"
you would have known that we were following you.
Since you think you are "God" you keep your
followers in a constant state of confusion.
Well old friend, I cannot hate you, even if I
tried, for the love of God pours out of my heart
for you still. I cannot even blame you, for I know
how man is made, and it is a very sorry thing to
see. Man cannot help himself, just as you cannot.
You see how you see things, and nothing I say will
have any affect on you. I speak of Green, but you
only see Red, and you don't even know what I am
talking about. I have much pity for you. But even
my pity will be misconstrued by your context. You
will make up things even from my love, to appear
sinister. I am truly sorry for you.
Man
truly cannot help himself. Man is a sexual being.
You cannot help yourself. I pity you, and those who
think you are "IT" Your love is sick and perverted.
I am not afraid to stand up to you and tell you the
truth. You can try to discredit what I say, but the
reader can clearly see the truth if they have eyes
to see.
My time is nearly up. The Father showed that to me
today. October 31, ends the prophecy, and already I
feel the changes of the time in my own body. Sweet
resolution and eternal reconciliation are flooding
into me. I do not think I will say another word, or
write another word to teach or to preach again
after that time, and perhaps before it. I have
finished my work, and completed what Father has
given me to do, and I am so sweetly resolved. The
battle is over for me. My Father's will has been
done, and I have commended my Spirit into His
hands. I have nothing more to say in this life, for
I am satisfied with everything. "Just and true are
Thy ways, O King of saints."
Well, I hope this is true this time. You have
said,
"I do not think I will say another word, or write
another word to teach or to preach again after that
time, and perhaps before it. I have finished my
work, and completed what Father has given me to do,
and I am so sweetly resolved. The battle is over
for me. My Father's will has been done, and I have
commended my Spirit into His hands. I have nothing
more to say in this life, for I am satisfied with
everything. "Just and true are Thy ways, O King of
saints."
Michael
You
have said this at least 2 times a year for the last
7 years. I don't want to exaggerate here. I know it
was more often than that.... more like every 3
months. You are always saying your "last words" Or
"last website" or "last meeting" "the last change"
"last day someone can move out to the ranch" (the
next day several people move out there) "last close
of probation" "last time laying nude" There have
been many "lasts" There will continue to be more
"lasts" But they are things that you have always
said to get the people to "feel their need of you"
After each "last" you come up with something to
make it so you weren't lying. You have a great
imagination. You can keep people going with it for
a long time. You have "27 days" as one of your
deluded followers puts it.
6th Letter
Prudence,
You see? Things are just as I have said. Well, I am
satisfied that you are happy with the life that you
have chosen. I will bother you no more.
Good-bye again,
Michael
This is a funny little letter. The Last letter he
wasn't going to say another word. I wont say good
bye.... because he will end up writing me or
talking about me again. He can't help himself. I
hope that one of his lasts comes to pass pretty
soon.
7th letter 1st in 2008 From Wayne
Wayne is in Black
Prudence
is in Green
Your Name: Wayne Bent
Your Email: wcbent@mail.com
Subject: Post
Message: Dear Prudence,
Someone just sent me a post you had put on the
"Heathen Hub." You were writing about your time in
the church and having to leave the land. You wrote
about the pressures to join when you were in
academy. I just felt so very sorry for you. I
thought, "Oh, this poor little lamb, how she hurts,
even now." You tried so hard, but it just wouldn't
go in.
I do not feel sorry for myself, and if I wanted
anyone to feel sorry for me I would have added a
lot more details about what happened while I was in
your cult.
I can sure understand how you see things. I think
if I felt forced against my will, it would be the
same for me. Your whole experience seems to be one
where you were forced by me and others, to be other
than what you were. I can feel the pain of it. I
would never be able to live that way, having people
forcing me to be a certain way. It just doesn't
work.
Well,
now I don't feel forced. I am free to enjoy my
kids... God made them. I don't have the stress that
I used to have.
In some of your expressions you do misjudge me, but
in your frame of mind, I don't think I can blame
you. I felt so very sorry for your children. They
were on my heart constantly. They seemed so
miserable all cramped up in the little RV box. The
Thompson children had to sleep head to toe in the
bedroom of their parents on the floor. That really
hurt my heart much. I felt for all of the kids. I
knew a change had to come, or the children would
just be ruined forever, and a change did come.
I
sure felt sorry for my children too!
In all of your years here, I just loved your little
heart. I "got" all of your little movies and the
love that you poured into them. Still, I could see
that you were hurting. It seemed that your movies
were a way for you to express the love you had
inside of you.
I am glad you enjoy my movies
I don't think you are attacking me on your Web site
because you want to save people from me. You may
think that, but I don't. I think it is because you
feel hurt, somewhat offended, and you are trying
very hard to get resolution. You want to "kill"
that "evil" that hurt you. You want to put an end
to your pain, but it just does not go away. You
want to make sense out of it all, and if I am a
villain, and you can prove it, there just might be
a reason for your pain after all, and the reason is
me. The problem is, however, that little Prudence
is still right where she went.
"little Prudence"
went right where she went! ???? Yes she is where
she went. Even I can figure that one
out.
I do believe that you are happier now. I would be
too, if I was feeling forced to be good when I
didn't want to be. It would be torture. Marrying
God is like marrying fire. It has been that way for
me. I know that in my own experience, I was forced
to do things that my natural man would never have
done. I wanted a life of ease and peace, but Father
gave me a war and a fire. Forcing me against my
will, though, was something that Father never did.
I had told Him I wanted to do His will, and when
His will became impossible for me to carry out, He
helped me by forcing me to do it. It has not been
easy for me the past eight years. I have wept
buckets of tears over just about everything, and my
heart could never let you go either, but was always
trusting that God would bring you through after
all.
Some of the things you say about me, I see in the
same way. I know how I look to you, and sometimes I
looked like that to me also. Sometimes the Father's
ways with me were incomprehensible. I had to wait
to see what He was bringing to pass, to understand
it. You missed one point though. When I told people
that they were free to go, I really meant it, and
there was NO "you had better not" in me. That is
the honest truth. I never, ever, felt like urging
people to be here. Patrick left to go back to his
old job, and I gave him my full blessing. I felt
very free about it. I have always felt free about
people leaving. I know that God is not real estate.
But you may have felt those pressures coming out of
yourself. Or, friends may have caused you to feel
that way, but I never did feel that way. I wanted
you to be happy and blessed, that is all. As you
know also, I have never urged people to make people
get converted. I urged them not to. If I had known
that you were urged to be converted back in the
academy days, I would have discouraged the folks
from it. It was never in me to urge you, or anyone
to come and follow me, or to follow God.
Where
ever the pressure came from .... the source of that
pressure is gone now. I am now enjoying
life!
So Patrick left to go to his "OLD JOB"??? The one
that he kills for oil??? You gave him your
blessing??? Is he going to be sending most of his
money back to you for the commune? Or is he keeping
it for himself? Is he no longer part of the "new
government"?
I
did want to comment on FULL BLESSING! I remember
you giving some others your full blessing, and you
sure hammered them after they went with your full
blessing. I think the only reason you wouldn't
hammer them is if they were sending you most of
their money.
I have been thankful for your little Web site. I am
happy to see the movie there now. We have pointed
people there to see it. We want everyone on earth
to see the movie. It sure has helped our young
people see what the world really does to distort
things. Our young people here are naturally honest
at heart, and the movie showed them that the world
is not honest at heart. It gave them security to
know that they live in a safe and secure
environment where the truth is told. Some of our
new converts saw the movie, but saw through the
facade. Our church has grown about 10% since last
month, and it has blessed our little souls to see
how Father uses his enemies to enlarge His kingdom.
It made us all happy, for sure. There is much
rejoicing in the city.
Well
10% converts... (10% X 60 = 6 new members) Are they
old members and friends/pervs??? Or are they
"members out of the blue" Glad my website has been
of service to you! I have always enjoyed helping
people! God has given me many special gifts! I
appreciate it, since I do not have an education!
One of my gifts is making movies and websites!
Well, old friend, I truly understand your little
heart. I know how hard it is to bear the hurting.
As a young child I hurt all of the time, and I just
never understood that I did it to myself, until I
grew up. Once I understood that, I never hurt
again, except for others. I could truly feel their
pain, and I feel yours. I know that no talking can
take the pain away. It is an act of the soul
itself, but I want you to know that I understand
even if you do feel that I cannot possibly
understand. I have been there.
Wayne
There
must be a misunderstanding here. The hurting part
of my life is over. I am only enjoying what Life
brings my way! Thanks for the pity though, but it
is not necessary.
P.S. I did have one question for you. I remember in
a letter you sent to a few of us about a year ago.
You gave my sister a hard time over changing her
phone number, and not telling you. Recently you
have changed your phone numbers, and it is a "BIG
SECRET" You said in your letter to her, "Why could
you not just call me up and say, 'I don't want you
to call here?' You can't seem to follow your own
advice. It seems pretty hypocritical. I personally
don't care. I have no reason to call you anyway.
But my Question is: Whats the Difference?